This weekend, I drove to St. Louis for a dear friend of mine's wedding. It was beautiful. Everything was so well put together and sincerely, lovingly composed; I was truly affected.
A few things occurred to me.
First, the coffee at the Hyatt in Union Station is terrible. The meal and dessert were so spectacular that it justified real coffee. I even thought about putting sugar in it, but only consumed a few sips. The day-old, cold Ethiopia Harrar I brought with me was amazing compared to the swill served in the Grand Hall of the reception.
Second, I don't dance. I mean, when it comes to dancing, I'm retarded. I can't. I'm not sure why that is so hard for people to understand. Dancing is just like everything else- some people are good at it, some people do it anyway, and some people just can't. I can't. I'm fascinated watching others do it. But when I step foot on a dance floor, I feel very uncomfortable. I don't derive any joy from it. My body just doesn't have a compulsion to move.
I can run really far. I can mountain bike like nobody's business. And I don't act astounded when someone tells me they can't mountain bike or run 100 miles. Maybe it's because I'm so obviously intrigued that people think I should be able to do it. Maybe I just need a better cover. I don't know.
On my drive home, I heard the song "I Hope You Dance" on the radio. It made me think. I don't take the path of least resistance. I climb the mountains. Daily, I am amazed at life. I take chances. I just can't dance. I wish I could.
The last thing I thought about is this. Gwendolyn and Sloan are really lucky. I watched them make a promise to one another before God. I see her loving him, and him loving her. That is rare. I hope they never let it die. I hope they hold onto it despite everything else. Love is elusive; I can't think of anything I'd rather have. Not even the ability to dance. Not even a fresh-roasted pourover of Kenya Peaberry. Well... let's not get carried away.